I know most of us have this feeling. Who am I?, What am I for?, What have I done so far?, Where is my future going on?, Am I really doing what I am suppose to do or what I want to do in my life?, I have family, relationships, friends, peer around me. Are they my true well wishers?, Do I need to bother about them every time?, Will I ever be able to fulfill my own dreams?, Will I ever be able to call myself alive?
Is this a malicious feeling or a beneficial one? Confused? I think you need to just drown in you heart and you will get to know the answer, and in either cases the good is, ultimately it is a beneficial feeling. You must be wondering how? Let me figure out this for you.
If you know who you are, what you are doing, and what will be your future; you are probably the fortunate one and of course you should be proud on this. You might be very beneficent to society or even to you country. As your thoughts are not obscure, do not give a single chance to anybody to extinguish your views, your ideas, and your envision. You are like a raw fruit of a well nourished plant, the only thing you need to do is to give your self time so that the fruit will ripe up. Keep working on your dreams, ambitions. I am sure that one day you will make your memory immortal.
But on the counter side if you are dichotomous towards the answer or more precisely you do not have any answer towards those question ,"it does not mean you have not tried, you have tried to figure out those answers but failed". You are not what you want to be, everything is just vague, faded, may be due to the family responsibility, relationships, facilities. Please do not loose heart, there were many who had the same deficiencies yet they succeeded. You just need to recollect your power, just figure out the areas in which you are lagging, be open towards the discussion on those issues, inhale your self with the feeling of calmness, exhale the dark inside you.
Friends if you still do not have the answers of those questions, still stuck, loosing faith just listen to those words "World is not only for toppers, winners or those who has showed there achievements". There is always another way out, you only need to find that one. Have a little faith in you, your abilities, love always the way you are, do not try to become like any one. Because at the end of the day you are what you are, just have a little faith in you. God created each one of us like his only child, nobody in this world has the face like your's, retina, fingerprints, DNA, gene structure, All these things shows that you are special, different then others. Then why you are in doubt, What is the matter remaining. Just have a little faith in you.
"The only thing which can stop you from fulfilling you dreams is You"
-Govind
