Gratitude.

It was not another common day, it was not all the same, it was eccentric but It was immense, it was elegant, it was enchanting. You people around me, are amazing. My life would not be so easy without you. I know, time does not wait for anyone, but I think I am the most fortunate one who got such loving people around me in chronology of my life. Neither I have words to show my gratitude to you nor I want those words. Because I know I can not define you people, the way you are with me, or what you are to me in just a word "Thank you".

Like anybody's life, there were times when I failed, I was upset, I felt like crying. But at the end of the day I found some of you with me,  and all back to normal. In every dark night of my life, you were like the shining moon, which showed me, my path or even sometimes decided my ways too.

The whole night chat, if I was in topsy-turvy mood. The whole day phone calls, and asking for my health, even in a minute ailment. There were times when you changed your mood, your choices, your likes because of me. There were times when I broke your heart, made you cry, but you were there for me, with me in all those situations, you did not notice my fault, all you noticed was my foolishness, and tried to get back me on track. You did not left me alone, else you picked my hand hard and lifted me up.

Thank you god, for this wonderful life you have given to me, At least I can thank God for making you people a part of my life. I enjoyed, I laughed, I wondered, I surprised, it was everything there, on my birthday. I really do not think this day was special, but you people made it for me.

Please God I do not want this to be Spasmodic, I want this to be Eternal.

-Govind

Who am I?

I know most of us have this feeling. Who am I?, What am I for?, What have I done so far?, Where is my future going on?, Am I really doing what I am suppose to do or what I want to do in my life?, I have family, relationships, friends, peer around me. Are they my true well wishers?, Do I need to bother about them every time?, Will I ever be able to fulfill my own dreams?, Will I ever be able to call myself alive?

Is this a malicious feeling or a beneficial one? Confused? I think you need to just drown in you heart and you will get to know the answer, and in either cases the good is, ultimately it is a beneficial feeling. You must be wondering how? Let me figure out this for you.

If you know who you are, what you are doing, and what will be your future; you are probably the fortunate one and of course you should be proud on this. You might be very beneficent to society or even to you country. As your thoughts are not obscure, do not give a single chance to anybody to extinguish your views, your ideas, and your envision. You are like a raw fruit of a well nourished plant, the only thing you need to do is to give your self time so that the fruit will ripe up. Keep working on your dreams, ambitions. I am sure that one day you will make your memory immortal. 

But on the counter side if you are dichotomous towards the answer or more precisely you do not have any answer towards those question ,"it does not mean you have not tried, you have tried to figure out those answers but failed". You are not what you want to be, everything is just vague, faded, may be due to the family responsibility, relationships, facilities. Please do not loose heart, there were many who had the same deficiencies yet they succeeded. You just need to recollect your power, just figure out the areas in which you are lagging, be open towards the discussion on those issues, inhale your self with the feeling of calmness, exhale the dark inside you.

Friends if you still do not have the answers of those questions, still stuck, loosing faith just listen to those words "World is not only for toppers, winners or those who has showed there achievements". There is always another way out, you only need to find that one. Have a little faith in you, your abilities, love always the way you are, do not try to become like any one. Because at the end of the day you are what you are, just have a little faith in you. God created each one of us like his only child, nobody in this world has the face like your's, retina, fingerprints, DNA, gene structure, All these things shows that you are special, different then others. Then why you are in doubt, What is the matter remaining. Just have a little faith in you.

  "The only thing which can stop you from fulfilling you dreams is You"

-Govind

      

Why Love?

Certainly I am talking about "Pyarr" between a Girl and a Boy. Why Love? The answer depends upon have you ever been in love? If Yes then "Why Love?" and even if it is No then "Why Love?".

Love is both pain and joy. I am sure you are thinking how it could be but this is a damn true; either you accept it or not. When in love you feel like flying, you are the only one, world is so good to live on, thank you very much God for this wonderful wonderful life; but time changes even in love like seasons after a colorful Spring it is natural; Autumn will come......

You can not eat, sleep or even think well either in love or having a break up, there is always a thought of her remains, consciously or unconsciously in your brain, continuously looking at your cell phone, "may be now she calls, or even message". The minute hand of the wall-clock runs like never before; so slowly. Amazing love! I do not have words to explain it, and know that I will never have those words. Than Why Love?

I have heard people saying that they have everything in life because they have someone special, someone whom they love blindfolded, someone who is a sailor of their life; and after a while the same people but this time with different words that they have nothing left in their life because of that someone, that someone who is no more in their life,whatever would be the reason but, they are lonely now, so lonely. Then Why Love?

Sometimes the reason behind not together are so stupid, you will think about them and will say "was that the reason we are not one now? I was so childish!" but once time goes away, it never comes back again. You are crying deeply; but on one comes to help you out, even the one whom you love too much more then your life, whom you treated like the only shining star of your life, one that is permanent in your memory, one you can not explain, what she means to you. Sometimes the conditions are even worst, you have apologized to what you did, though that someone do not want to see you back in their life, the worst feeling anybody can ever have. Than Why Love?

Those are my views about love, I do not know; I am right or not, do not know the kind of impact it will give on reader's mind, I may be wrong; but having some snapshots around me I have found this.

However I pray to God that there should be no one who conceives the feeling "Why Love?"

-Govind     

Apologize....

"Apologize" looks a very simple word , very simple meaning "forgive me ,i want to say sorry"  but; yeah i know whenever but comes.... 

For me it is ,was or will be very tough to even just imagine my dear ones in gulf, sorrow,grief. I mean how can i even think about it .Yeah but again i know there are sometimes when i am wrong. Even though you are hiding/doing something for their well, this is your perception towards thing not their's .

Now i realize the thing , I want to say sorry to you from the bottom of my heart. Say this whenever you feel that you have done something that you are not suppose to do.there is no harm in doing that,even you'r intention was not wrong but things happen to be wrong some times.

And if you are on the other side again i know sometimes it is not easy to forgive, something hurt, painful more then a wound. But please give a next chance,things can be better,someone saying sorry this shows that he/she don't want to loose you,may be all he/she did was unknowingly. Give him/her chance to explain,try to realize thing for his/her side as well. This is the only way to maintain a relation. 

And most importantly the person on the other side love you infinitely that's why he/she did all these. 

Friends there is no harm in Saying Sorry  and please Forgive who is asking for it.

-Govind 

A Tribute to my Hero,Sir Rahul Sharad Dravid

"A Phenomenal Batsman and a great human being. If you can't get along with Dravid ,then you are struggling in life" -Brett Lee

First of all I would like to tell that I am a die hard devotee of Rahul Dravid. I bunked classes to see him playing ,cut newspaper ,magazines to collect his photos ,surfed Internet a lot to know what's going on with him and all.Since the very first day I spotted Rahul Dravid on the pitch ,he has been my Idol.

Why do i love Dravid so much although there are many players who are more gifted ,who are more aggressive ? The world may have the players who comes into the middle in an arrogant way and think that they can hit the ball out of the ground but seriously for me it does't matter you can hit the ball or not but the thing matters is can you pick your team out of the dangerous situation and make it superior in the Match,I found Dravid posses this quality and that is the reason i like him so much. Besides being a cricketer Dravid is a great human being , he knows the way to live life.     

There are some persons in this world who wants to be second ,they just play their role from the out side of the mainstream ,people do not recognize them .These person believe in team work and always give a higher priority to it than their own achievements. It is a no matter question for them what spectators thinks about them.I think Sir Rahul Dravid belong to the same category.

I don't know the specific Match but may be it was India's Australian tour of 2004.I was watching the Match on Television I saw a spectator holding a placard and i feel "Proud" yeah can't explain the feelings!!!

It was like "People consider Sachin as the God of Cricket ,Ganguly is known as God next to off side, Laxman is God of forth Innings but when the doors of the temple are closed even God himself behind The WALL ".Amazing ...!!! Superb .

Rahul's struggles and triumphs on the Cricket pitch inspired my own life Story and even drove it some times. Every battle he fought ,gave me inspiration .It encouraged me to shake away the inadequancies.

All i can say in one line about Rahul Dravid as a cricketer is that "Rahul Dravid had a way of putting you at ease or making your life miserable - depending on which side you were on".

But when it comes to a person ,I feel there is no word that can define Rahul Dravid ,an amazing person with amazing thoughts ,cool behavior and most importantly a man of Team. When India needed an extra batsman in the playing eleven ,he did wicket keeping ,when India needed a Captain he was there.when India needed an opener who can play on the wet and bouncy pitches of oversees ,he opened .

Now as Rahul hung up his boots it would be very difficult for Team India to find his replacement .Guys like Virat Kohli, Suresh Rena and Manoj Tivari are doing well but can they really fill the place of "The Wall",let's see but for that they will have to work harder then hardest .I think the whole cricketing fraternity is now looking for their Rahul Dravid.

Thank You so much Sir Rahul Dravid . I think it is because of the players like you,Cricket is called "Gentlemen's Game".   


-Govind 

Finding the way..

It is all of a sudden when i turn back and look at the past week. I was so happy really so happy. What happen now i don't know .I am happy or not even i don't know. Everything suddenly look like a dark room and again after a sudden like a shining star, confused very confused.

What i want and what not ,indecision. I am not saying things are hard but  complicating things are clear but ambiguous even it is very difficult to write about the situation i am facing right now.

when i listen my heart i feel, i am not listing my brain and vice-versa. i don't want the situation that currently is but i want them for my dear one. my brain says me that it is good for him/her but my heart says it is not good for us.

-Govind

Now a Days.....

Feeling very happy now a days finally i found some one like me.
some one who is very energetic ,enthusiastic ,humble ,kind and lovable.
some one who is becoming special for me don't know why but truth is it.
I am really  avid to know will happen next what happen when i meet myself.
The only thing which i think can spell that person is,

"I thought there are two kind of person in this world
 one who are happy and shows they are happy,
 and the one who are sad and shows they are sad

 but then i meet the third kind..."

Govind...